The penchant to do our own will, to have things our own way, to follow our own designs, is our inherited disorder. In various places in the scriptures this is called stubbornness.
My people did not heed my voice
and Israel would not obey,
so I left them in their stubbornness of heart
to follow their own designs. (Psalm 81)
It is interesting to note that what was once seen as punishment – being left alone by God to follow one’s own wishes – is today seen as desirable. We are like the Gadarene townspeople who begged Jesus to leave their neighborhood. He was bringing change and the revelation of the kingdom of God but they only wanted to be left alone. (Matthew 8.34) God respects our desire to keep him shut out. He even respects our desire to find the light on our own, without him. But trying to find life without possessing life is an impossibility. Jesus, in what seems to be patently obvious but in practice is existentially terrifying, says that to follow him we must stop following ourselves. (Matthew 16.24-26)
There are many historical metaphors related to trusting our own thoughts about things instead of obeying God. One of the best is when the Israelites were in the desert after their departure from Egypt. They were given manna to eat and told to gather only enough for that day. They welcomed the manna but mistrusted the provider of it and stored some up for the next day. It bred worms, became foul and incurred the anger of Moses. Then on the sabbath they were told there would be none since they were given a double helping the day before so they might rest on the sabbath. They searched for it anyway, this time incurring the anger of God. (Exodus 16.16-29) The next time you tell someone it’s a sunny day outside and they go check for themselves anyway, consider how God feels. And he is far more trustworthy than you.

Gathering Manna
Another historical example is that of King Saul. When he was facing the approaching might of the Philistine army he offered up the sacrifice himself instead of waiting for Samuel as he was told. But prophets offer sacrifices, not kings. When Samuel arrived he told Saul that because of that act of stubbornness God would take his throne and give it to one after His own heart. Saul followed Saul’s heart, not God’s. No man can have two masters. (1 Samuel 13.8-14)
Centuries later men sought to follow Jesus but they first wanted to conclude business transactions, attend funerals and tidy up their life. He sent them home. Moses was told to strike a rock with his staff and water would come out for the people. He struck it. Then in a mistrusting move that would cost him his own entrance into the promised land, he struck it again just to make sure. He was dearly loved by God, with whom he spoke face to face, so his punishment probably ought to be seen more as a warning to us than as a vindictive act by God. It will be impossible to enter into life by following one’s own methods of proceeding.
A mind habituated to stubbornness is a mind which accepts only those realities which it can explain through its own powers of reasoning. All else is chalked up as extraordinary but inexplicable and therefore largely irrelevant. We see an example of this in Luke chapter five. Jesus’ forgiveness of a paralyzed man’s sins is met with shock by the onlookers, for only God can forgive sins. To help them understand whom they were encountering Jesus then healed the man in front of their very eyes. They were astonished but never got beyond the effect to the cause. After all, their natural reasoning told them God is not man, so no matter how miraculous the act they witnessed they stopped at astonishment instead of proceeding through it to belief. This was but one of many instances where Jesus was not accepted for who he was regardless of what he did. Behind every episode were stubborn minds, refusing to accept the transcedent, that which was greater than the measure of their own minds.

"though they be dead..."
When Jesus returned to his hometown of Nazareth the people were astounded at his wisdom and deeds of power. Yet they ultimately rejected him; “took offense” at him. We take offense at that which runs contrary to our view of how things should be. They knew that Jesus was the son of Joseph and Mary and grew up a carpenter. They could not get to the truth of the mystery because knowledge was in their way. Or at least they ended with knowledge and did not get to the truth beyond it because knowledge lies in the realm of our own mind while truth requires the humility to accept the transcendent. It is interesting that the Gentiles, who did not “know” the origins of Jesus, accepted him more readily. One might consider those who do not know that evolution is the origin of the diversity of species as more apt to penetrate the mystery behind the beginnings of life. “God has confused the proud in their inmost thoughts,” said the humble maiden who was destined to give birth to the one who named himself “Truth.”
Reversing the Decay of London Undone
August 20th, 2011Britain’s chief rabbi on the moral disintegration since the 1960’s and how to rebuild
by Jonathan Sacks
It was the same city but it might have been a different planet. At the end of April, the eyes of the world were on London as a dashing prince and a radiant princess, William and Kate, rode in a horse-drawn carriage through streets lined with cheering crowds sharing a mood of joyous celebration. Less than four months later, the world was watching London again as hooded youths ran riot down high streets, smashing windows, looting shops, setting fire to cars, attacking passersby and throwing rocks at the police….more
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